May 30, 2009

The word has been spoken...

Dear Oyster Seeker,

"Maybe in the name of Love,
I may dive with you,
may swim through trenches deep
and seek blue light."

The maybe's of my life have led to a bitter heart and a numb mind...
The maybe's in my life have also whirled-in a cool breeze from a dull May sky...

May 29, 2009

The Long and Short of it.

Every one asks questions. I got this test that I'd had to fill up for me - not for the dear friend.

10 things you need to do before 50.

1) Achieve my mental figure.
2) Become wealthy and then wealthier.
3) Finish my book, rather books. One is still a draft and the other one is almost 3 pages done!
4) Learn to be concise in thought and economic in space.
5) Have the courage to edit inexcusable and unnecessary prolix.
6) Avoid being self deprecating.
7) Be less sensitive to humor.
8) LIVE, this life, the way it's meant to be lived.
9) Hold the people I love the most.
10) Make the above nine a reality.

Journeys...

Pebble collector, in another blog post of hers, wrote something very quirky. It was about the journey that pebbles take to end-up at her window ledge. Similar to the journey some words take to end-up in a post, a blessay (blog essay), in the news paper or on one of the wrinkles on your brain. It's quite fascinating to think of this fantastic journey, and to realise that it's not the most well sounding, or textured, or eclectic word that finds itself in your notepad; its just the right one. The one that explained the soul of the sentence in the brevity of a word.

May 28, 2009

freedom and happiness

The becoming of self is often out of freedom.

The becoming of a wife is often out of duty.

The becoming of a mistress is often out of love.

The Prejudice of Love

There are so many things I would have done differently. Every time, I look at my mind, I pledge a band aid. I pledge to be in a time machine. I pledge to be a different me.

There are many things that I have not been able to forgive myself for, and this, by far, tops the charts.

" I shan't give -up, if you are standing by.
Behold my love, behold courage -
hold the shield against the sword of my love,
and against the dagger of your love.
We may survive this one,
as we brush against death, dirt, stars, debt, love itself and each other. "

May 15, 2009

Missing

Listless breeze. Lobotomized mind.
Lost friends. Lackadaisical spirit.
So many undid memories, Unattended moments.
Abridged karma. Deleted relations.
Avoided friends. Temporal promises.
Blocked out hearts. Lofty loves.
Wanton thoughts. Dead end

May 14, 2009

Blah

Togetherness is a very particular concept.