: The End and the Beginning

After every war
someone has to clean up.
Things won’t straighten themselves up, after all.
Someone has to push the rubble to the sides of the road,
so the corpse-laden wagons can pass.
Someone has to get mired in scum and ashes,
sofa-springs, splintered glass, and bloody rags.
Someone must drag in a girder to prop up a wall.
Someone must glaze a window, rehang a door.
Photogenic it’s not, and takes years.
All the cameras have left for another war.

Again we’ll need bridges and new railway stations.
Sleeves will go ragged from rolling them up.
Someone, broom in hand,still recalls how it was.
Someone listens and nods with unsevered head.
Yet others milling about already find it dull.
From behind the bush sometimes someone still unearths rust-eaten
arguments and carries them to the garbage pile.
Those who knew what was going on here
must give way to those who know little.
And less than little. And finally as little as nothing.
In the grass which has overgrown causes and effects,
someone must be stretched out,
blade of grass in his mouth, gazing at the clouds.

Dreams Do Come

I see him
Across the fields and beaches
I gather his hand into mine
We hold,
For the past.
His son, I see playing in formless sand
Talking about laptops on
My beach house footsteps,
HIS son.
I don’t see, what I don’t want
A wife, a mistress
Another body --- female.
Red pyjamas or linen sundress.
That is I ---silenced in cloth.
He is just as happy as he could be.
Times shared and
Lives lived
Are two different things.

I look into the blank window
And disappear.
I break my own records---
Of delusional nights and
Clipped winged birds.